thoughts

i realize more and more every day why i don't have many girls that are close friends. i like their faces until i see their second one. keep it real ladies, seriously... or just stay out and shutup about my personal life unless you really know what's going on... *sigh. i don't have many close friends at all. this isn't because i'm so involved with my boyfriend that i don't have any time for anyone else, like the recent rumors suggest... it's because i don't trust anybody. and especially lately, certain people are beginning to justify my reasons for not trusting them, with their actions and words. people can get nasty... people scare me. maybe there's more reasons as to why i don't have many close friends afterall.