Monday, October 25, 2010
i dunno... is it so wrong to be happy over my random small photography acheivements? or just my photography in general? i guess i'm realizing who my real friends are these days by seeing who sticks around as more opportunities present themselves to me, and who leaves and trash talks me behind my back because i'm happy. i honestly feel guilty for having "fans" on my photography page. i feel guilty when someone tells me that they love my photos, because someone will see it, and i almost feel stuck up for just thanking them. i feel guilty for being proud of myself, even for just a minute, because my old "friends" can't stand to hear about it, or see it. maybe i'll just stop.